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Forum: A question for the guys...
Pseudolonewolf
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Hmm, yes, this is the thing that I've heard time and time again... I've tried to look for other 'sensitive' types before, but I basically always hear "I used to be like that, but then I toughened up because of the way that people treated me"...

It's distressing, because I've been through various 'hardships' myself, but my response was never to change and become guarded in the way that basically everyone else has.
Forum: A question for the guys...
Pseudolonewolf
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Apparently this is a concern for me when making games! Because I *don't* like these 'tough girls' at all, and I don't want to make my female protagonists that way as a result... But then I worry that people will accuse me of being sexist or something for making sensitive, meek female characters instead, either because it's 'stereotyping', they might say, or because it makes the girls look 'weak' because they're NOT all strong and tough and 'badass' and so on.

I don't like *males* who are like that either, though... All tough and cynical and aggressive and so on. They scare me, being all soft and sensitive as I clearly am... I don't like people in general who exude toughness, because I don't myself, and I don't consider that whole 'badass' thing appealing in the slightest.

If anything, I'm concerned I'll never be able to find another girlfriend *because* it seems like every girl seems to feel the need to act all tough, cynical, sassy, snarky, or whatever else, when I admire 'gentleness' and compassion above everything else (awkwardness appeals to me too). It feels like I'm in a world full of 'tough, confident people', and it bothers me that I struggle to find other people who don't even *want* to be that way...

Anyway, when reading this post of yours at first, I thought you might be describing yourself as this tough-as-nails kind of girl and was feeling sort of dismayed that 'sigh, everyone seems to be like this these days!', but if you're instead more like the second, 'softer' sort of person, I suppose it gives me hope or something. o_O
Blog: Weekly Update
Pseudolonewolf
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Apparently I eat chocolate like three times a day, or four if you include the childish chocolate cereal I eat for breakfast like the big grown mature man I am.

I don't even feel 'depressed' though; my longing is more of a conscious desire than a 'mood'.
Blog: Weekly Update
Pseudolonewolf
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In my case, it's not even necessarily trust as such; I'll spill my heart out to strangers on this website, so I don't worry about telling people things at all... Rather, I'm more concerned about not seeing eye to eye with people, and either being forced into something I don't like, criticised for my preferences and views, or argued with... I hate conflict and I couldn't feel close to someone who I disagreed with about significant things...
Blog: Weekly Update
Pseudolonewolf
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How?! I thought it was only just being released right around now, which is why I've waited so long to get a new computer...
Blog: Weekly Update
Pseudolonewolf
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Please leave my website if you can't respect the basic requests that I've made again and again, and if you don't like that I talk about the workings of my mind and heart in the home that I built for myself on the internet.
Trying to force me to do what *you* think I should do, regardless of what *I* keep saying, is harmful, not helpful; how many times must I say that? Insensitive objectivity just makes me worse and drives me further and further towards frustration.

It especially irritates me when people speak as if they understand the full situation, when they don't.
Blog: Weekly Update
Pseudolonewolf
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Well, thank you, but my main problem isn't that I feel bad about myself and worry about people rejecting me; it's the worry about not finding someone who *I* will 'accept' as being 'just right'. So my distress isn't about a fear of rejection, but about the frustration of trying to find a needle in a haystack.
Pseudolonewolf
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Things like that sometimes happen as some kind of server problem thing, outside my control. They tend to go away quickly, thankfully.
Blog: Weekly Update
Pseudolonewolf
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I already met a girl doing what I'm doing now and I was with her for more than five years. I'm not you, and our different natures and the natures of those we interact with will lead to different outcomes.
Blog: Weekly Update
Pseudolonewolf
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"My comment was received badly? I know! I'll write more of the same! That'll help!"